Ramadhan in my experience.

i do hate crowds today.

Yesterday, i went to a mall and several local stores with my relatives. it was the last two days before Ied and it successfully making me headache. 

At the first, we walked to the local shop district at jalan Sultan agung, it was 10 at the morning, and we went to one local store. it was full of youngsters and teenagers. selecting rows full of t-shirts which in my eyes all of them are looked the same. my nieces are a bit dissapointed because the stores that he wanted to visit was closed because it's near Jumatan. but the satpam says the stores will open again at 1. So, for the sake that the boys could do jumatan, we went  BEC because the nearest mosque was somewhere there. my aunt says she wants to survey for the price of Blackberry gemini at BEC. and so we went to BEC and wait for the boys there.  then i asked why would she change her phone with Blackberry. and then she replied: " no i'ts not for me, it's neng verra who wants to change her phone". FYI, neng verra is 11 y'old girls who's now at the 6 grade of elementary school and i just..

:O

And then i asked neng verra, why blackberry, and then she simply replied: " I just get bored with my last phone" 

.. and again i just get..

:O

Anyway, finished with this blackberry and jumatan. we went back to local store again. the stores still closed so we wait for 20 minutes till the stores open. and 20 minutes later the stores is finally open, and suddenly the teenagers from many directions appear  and within 10 minutes they form a queue in front of the entrance of because it was full of people. i got a bit shocked seeing this event's and lost my appetite to seeing around at the same time. wondering why would this youngsters and teenagers act like they have to waste their money immedietly?!?!

and now at the mall. in this place I saw a very big huddle. very much people overrun boxes full of discount clothing which price *to my opinion* is still expensive, i saw the muslimah clothing spots (most of them are from expensive brands) full with ladies most of them wearing hijab, picking  many clothes like they have a big cupboard that has to be filled before Ied or they would sinned.

Then I went to supermarket. i need to buy sanitary napkins because mine are out of stock at home. then i just go directly to sanitary spot, taking what i need and directly go to cashier. and guess what i saw:  a very crowded long queues. most of them aren't taking one or two or three items, they all bring trolleys full of goodies. most of stuffs were instant food and beverages and raw material for cooking. it take 5-10 minutes for one shopkeepers to serve one costumers since they have a lot of stuff to be count not including the time that wasted when they have a problem such as they can't find the price of in the computer or the problem with the card that they use for paying all that stuff.  

It takes about 20 minutes for me to wait in the line, seeing all this people interact with the shopkeeper. most of them spent money above IDR 200.000. for their fully trolley, and it  got me thinking about how rich was the owner of the supermarket and the Indonesians, or, why are this people are so in hurry and shopping like there's no tomorrow and the zombies of the resident evils will come in a moment  while alice, blade, and buffy still stuck in the mudik currents ?!?!?

Isn't this ramadhan? or armageddon?

I saw ramadhan in this city (i don't know in other place) almost run out of its meaning. some industries and businesses have made it such a great momentum to increase their profits in this holy month (but anyway business is business. so i cant 100% judge them wrong). some youngsters and teenagers are prefer to hang out around in the fancy restaurant in the name of silaturahmi. eat luxurious food and beverages. and make other people wait 1-2 hours for their dinner, while this youngsters and teenagers they come early (usually  2 hours) before the break fasting time (without ordering any food before the break time)  instead of staying in mosque and do tadarus. sinned of me for doing the same thing and let a young couple with new born child didn't get chair because I have served the last chair for my fiends who even came late!

what's wrong with us, our dear beloved moeslem? Isn't we moeslem, supposed to hold our nafs? not only from hunger and thirst, but also from things that we don't need?

then i walked through my kitchen, opening  the freezer of our refrigerator.

seeing that 1x1x 0.5 m boxes was full with raw meat, meat ball, chicken, chicken nugget, etc....

headache: still contiues...

BISI ADA YANG NEMU

Tulisan ini adalah berisi tentang data. Data barang-barang saya yang hilang. 

saya juga gak tau sifat cerobaoh ini turun dari siapa

padahal saya tuh orangnya apik, rapih, teratur.dan sangat terorganisir *<--HOAX*

banyak banget lah barang-barang saya yang saya tinggal dimana-mana. kalo emak saya tau.. bisa maki-maki saya dahhh.

berikut adalah barang-barang yang pernah SECARA TIDAK SENGAJA..

sekali lagi saya ulang TIDAK SENGAJA. saya tinggal dan pas saya balik lagi udah gak ada tea.. T_T

Lagu Ini

Entah kenapa siang ini, tiba-tiba ada lagu ini lewat di kepala gw, dan langsung lah gw cari CD yang ada lagu ini. akhirnya nemu. Hehehehhe..

Mari kita nyanyikann

You Were There.

- Southern Sons-

I guess you've heard, I guess you know

In time I'd have told you, but I guess I'm too slow.

It's overly romantic but I know that it's real

I hope you don't you mind if I say what I feel.

It's like I'm in somebody else's dream,

This could not be happening to me. [Chorus:]

But you were there, and you were

everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.

I was alone.

I opened my eyes and you were there.

Don't be alarmed, no don't be concerned.

I don't want to change things

leave them just as they were.

I mean nothing's really different

It's me who feel strange.

I'm always lost for words when

someone mentions your name.

I know that I'll get over this for sure

I'm not the type who dreams there could be more. [Chorus:]

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.

And I was alone. I opened my eyes and you were there.

Can I take your smile home with me,

or the magic in your hair?

The rain has stopped, the storm has passed

Look at all the colors now the sun's here at last.

I suppose that you'll be leaving but I want you to know

Part of you stays with me even after you go.

Like an actor playing someone else's scene

This could not be happening to me.

But you were there, and you were everything I'd never seen.

You woke me up from this long and endless sleep.

I was alone.

I opened my eyes and no, no,I'm not alone, no, I'm not alone.

I opened my eyes and you were there.

Lagu ini special buat gw, karena ada cerita dibalik melodinya (jiahhh)

Hohoho, beberapa sobat gw mungkin ada yang udah tau, gw pernah jatuh cinta sama orang yang punya mp3 ini. sebenernya kenalnya juga belum lama, sekitar 2 taun kemaren lah, gw kenal dia di sebuah trainning tentang self awareness gitu. Kita sebut aja trainning X *heheheheh*

Gw udah sempet ngeliat orang ini, sebelum trainning sih, tapi yah cuma tau aja. Perasaan gw juga nggak gimana-gimana, orangnya apalagi gw nggak tau gimana. Tapi yang jelas, dia cukup manis untuk seorang cowok *HAHAHAHAHA..cukup manis untuk seorang cowok?!?!<-- gw ga tau lagi kata2 lain yang paling pas untuk mengambarkan wajah si dia ini*. si cowok manis ini kita sebut saja sbg. Mr.S.

Si Mr.S ini juga ikutan trainning X ini, eahhh.. gw nggak langsung suka juga waktu tau dia ikutan trainning ini, gw malah ngeceng orang lain di trainning ini.

Nah setelah selesai trainning, udah lupa juga klo di trainning itu ada dia, selesai trainning X itu beberapa minggu kemudian alumni trainning X mengadakan acara buka puasa bareng, waktu itu gw diajakin jadi panitia, dan masuklah gw ke divisi acara dan satu tim bareng dia. Gw masih biasa aja..

Sebagai anggota yang baik, gw mengerjakan lah tugas yang di suruh koordinator, waktu itu gw di sms suruh beli kembang api, tapi gw nggak sendirian ternyata, gw disuruh beli kembang api sama si Mr.S. dan belilah gw kembang api di Cibadak, karena menurut sumber yang terpercaya (kita sebut saja Mr. Mprat, red.) di Cibadak itu pabriknya kembang api, jd klo beli disana, so pasti harganya lebih murah. akhirnya pegilah kita ke Cibadak, beli kembang api dengan harga murah, dan pulang dengan selamat. Gw teteup masih biasa aja..

Nah pas menjelang acara bubar, tim acara dan konsumsi pastinya heboh duluan, nyapin soundsystem, gelar tiker, ngatur makanan, dssb. Waktu itu gw capek habis muter2 Cibadak dalam keadaan lagi puasa dan panas pula, akhirnya gw duduk di depan sambil nungguin temen2 yang lain datang, dan mengalunlah lagu itu... gw langsung bangun dan mencari sumbernya, eh ternyata ada di laptop si dia.

Waktu itu gw girang banget, girang sampe segirang-girangnya..!! lebai memang, tapi gw emang udah nyari lagu ini dari jaman gw SMP, gw gak tau judulnya apa, penyanyinya siapa, tapi yang jelas dulu lagu ini sering banget di puter di radio kalo jam 12 malem dan gw selalu sukaa setiap lagu ini di puter.

Dulu masih jamannya pesen CD (belum tau klo bisa download mp3), dan si tukang CD pun gak tau lagu apa yang gw cari. Akhirnya gw nggak dapet lagunya. Sampe puasa 2 tahun kemaren gw baru dapet lagu ini dari laptopnya si Mr.S. hohohoho.

Waktu gw girang banget, dia kaget gw datengin, dan gw langsung bilang kalo gw nyari lagu ini banget.. dari jaman SMP !!.. dia cuman senyum2 aja, trus dia bilang juga sama gw kalo dia juga baru dapet mp3nya, dan dia pun sudah suka sma lagu ini dari sejak dia SMA.. huaaaaa!!! Dan entah kenapa setelah saat itu gw jadi suka sama dia. Sukaa aja.

Beberapa sobat gw sih ngerasa sedikit aneh gw bisa jatuh cinta sama cowok gara-gara satu lagu aja. Gw juga nggak ngerti mungkin emang begitulah orang jatuh cinta. Tiba-tiba. Menurut gw sih, nggak perlu alasan yang kuat untuk lo jatuh cinta sama seseorang, karena yang terjadi adalah lo.. Jatuh. Jatuh aja hehehehe. :D

Ia nggak sih?