Little notes from far far away place.

For almost 28 of my life, I never went to any places and stay there for a long time. but I still feel that my life was colorful. some of you might think that I'm too innocent to think that my life is colorful even though i never been to any places. but the truth is its indeed colorful, that I never feel so bored with my life. those who are come and go in my life put their colors on me and my timeline, i heard so many story from them and making friends with them. Everytime I heard their story, I always wonder, and excited and somehow I can feel their excitement from their stories. and without i realized, all those things has grown my feeling about the same journey, I'm always sure that I can go abroad to see many places, and feel the experience. like they do.

and now,
It's all happening..

I'm writing this after I stayed one month in this beautiful small city in Germany - Europe. Away from my mother, father and my sister and my cute 'lil niece. you can imagine my excitement so that it takes me so long for me to finally writing a note regarding my journey here. yes I'm so excited, and also confused at the same time. I always want to travel, but I don't know where to go. I always want to see the world, but I don't know where to visit first and what to see. at that time, i used to think, whether, my excitement to travel is only a matter of mainstream euphoria about the live-the-life-quotes that recently appear in the social media? or this is exactly what I really want? this stuck in my mind for past few weeks, even during my first travel to Berlin, when my friend keep asking me, what do I want to see in Berlin. and I only replay, " I don't know, I just want meet you and feel Berlin".

Looking at my future schedule and things that i'm gonna do for the following week and months was full of schedule to visit my friends who spread somewhere in Europe and Netherland. I finally found that, my desire to travel is to visit them, to visit those who has put some colors in my life. I just want to see them again, and maybe, just to say thank you, for inspiring me. :)

Braunschweig, 09 October 2013.

xx

Chaos

              "Gua pengen beli jaket euy, buat winter, dimana ya yang murah?, gua pengen beli The North Face atau Jack wolfskin gitu tapi mahal banget euy" kata saya pada suatu hari.
               "Coba lu buka dulu web ini" sambil mengetikkan alamat web yang dituju " terus cari model yg lo mau" katanya
               "Kalau cewek, biasaya jaket yang kayak coat gini yg lucu-lucu"
               ".."